night wish...

waaaaaaaah i soooo love this day!!!

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:22:35 GMT

oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grabe!!! hindi ko akalain na mag-ool xaaaaaa!!!!!!!! holy pak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! just finished uploading fair pix sa multiply.. bisitahin niyo na lang.. :)

cmnt to be added... ü

Sat, 27 May 2006 08:45:16 GMT

ang bilis ng takbo.
hindi na kita masundan.

♣♦♥♠FOR FRIENDS ONLY♠♥♦♣

Sat, 27 May 2006 08:21:42 GMT

Name: nicka na asawa ni lolo bebs.
Nickname: nicka, potpot
Online name: bassagulera, lola bebs, bebot, potpot, potchi, YOYO, NIKITUT
Date of Birth: 82389
Place of Birth: manila
Zodiac sign: virgo
Year of the: Snake
Residence: Q.C.
Phone: secret.... 93abcde.... 0927fghijkl... 0922mnopqrs
School: mt. michael, iccs (formerly known as icps), mcgs, mchs
Course: planning to take up advertising or culinary arts.
Sports: errr
Hobby: humihinga
TV Shows: yung hindi boring!
Movies: horror.
Movie Idols: wala
Music: SUPPORT OPM!
Song: lahat
Singers: uyyy.. ewan ko
Colors: green at blue.
Foods: ayaw ko ng liver.. ewww.
Gangs: wala ako nun. takoyt ung mga gang sakin eh
Ambition: magkaroon ng tahimik na buhay. mamatay na lang kaya ako!?

Describe Yourself: ewan. ikaw na bahala.
DEFINE LOVE: love is blind and God is love.... then.... kayo na bahala magtuloy.
Have you been in Love?: yah... maraming beses na
How does it feel?: masama! kaya wag na kayong mainlove kasi ang daming pwedeng mangyari.
Describe him/her: pogi siyempre. pipili ba naman ako ng panget!?
Where and When did you meet: sa school. yuck sa skul pa e noh!
What atracted you most?: mabait kasi siya kaya ko siya nagustuhan, tsaka maganda ung eyes niya
Favorite theme song: wahhhh...
Unforgettable date and place: sa school nga...
Who is your Crush?: alam na nila
Happiest moment: pag nakakausap ko siya
Loneliest moment: pag may nagagalit sa akin
Most embarrassing moment: uhmmm... secret!
Your future plan: wala!

More about yourself...
hmm.. pano ko ba ito sisimulan. hindi naman ako mahirap pakisamahan. bigyan mo lang ako ng pera bait na ako sa'yo. JOKE!!! yun nga, hindi ako mahirap pakisamahan. mejo makulit ako. ayy makulit talaga ako. ayun. mas mabuti pa kilalanin niyo na lang ako.
ang gagawin mo lang naman ay lapitan ako at kausapin. HINDI NAMAN AKO TAKOT SA TAO. :))

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

Fri, 19 May 2006 08:56:13 GMT

errrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate my life. i wish i could trade it with someone else, although i admit there are still something good to like about my life. 1. i have good friends! 2. i have a great family 3. i can consider myself as free! there! but still..... there is something missing!! ewan ko kung ano yun!!! basta merong kulang!!!! and i hate that feeling na there is SOMETHING MISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~FUCK!!!!!!!~~

i really hate it!

bago na naman. haha ☺

Mon, 15 May 2006 12:15:12 GMT

♥ngeee!!! new layout!! labingit!!♥

whew!!

Sun, 14 May 2006 08:07:54 GMT

grabe.. kakapagod...

miss ko na matulog...

miss ko na ang gumimik...

miss ko na kayong lahat.

at

siyempre....

hindi lang kayo ang miss ko.... kasi...

miss ko na rin SIYA. =((

Mon, 08 May 2006 14:44:25 GMT

siya: hi
ako: oh. nabuhay ka
ako: san ka magkokolehiyo?
siya: sa lasal cguro
ako: cool.
siya: :)
ako: sa csb?
siya: huh?
siya: no
siya: sa dlsu
ako: ahhh
ako: kelan pasok mo?
siya: sa 222
siya: 22
ako: this may>
ako: *?
siya: yup
ako: ang bilis
siya: onga eh
siya: hehe
siya: ate mo saan?
ako: sa st. paul. tas lilipat xa ng uste
siya: oh i see
ako: kumusta naman
siya: aus lng eto paeasy easy habang may oras
siya: hhehe
ako: mabuti
siya: :)
ako: ang cute naman nung turtle na audible.
ako: :)
siya: hehe
siya: :)
ako: ayus
siya: nakakainis ung maze
siya: bwiset
siya: muntik na ako mapasigaw
ako: saan?
ako: maze saan?

gago!! ang papansin mo!!! mamatay ka na nga!!

oh well

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 14:44:51 GMT

there goes everything i ever wanted. say bye bye..
'nuff said.

FUCK LIFE!!

so eat shit and die!

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 14:00:05 GMT

pootah! anu ba ito?? bakit ganito ang nangyayari sa mundo??? FUCK! I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT!!! IT DIRVES ME NUTS! ANG SAKET!!!!!! BAKIT GANUN??? HA? HA? HA? KAYA MO BANG SAGUTIN!?? ARGH!!!!!!!!! ANG HIRAP NG GANITO!!! HABANG BUHAY NA BA TAYONG MAG-GAGAGUHAN?? SABIHIN MO NA KASI KUNG ANU BA TALAGA AKO SA'YO! PARA NA AKONG TANGA NA NAGHIHINTAY NG SAGOT MO!!! bakit ganun??? kung kelan nalilimutan na kita... tska ka uli nagpaparamdam!??? NANANADYA KA BA??!??? puta kung oo sabihin mo lang.. hindi ka na kasi nakakatuwa eh. ang problema sa'yo ang hilig mong magpa-asa!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! grabe ang sakit sakit!! SANA MABULOK NA SA IMPYERNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH naiinis ako sa'yo!!!!!!!!!

poorah!! april 26!!!!

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 10:53:39 GMT

yess naman!! another day at my beloved school....(ewww) so anyhow! obviously i brought my camera (in case something happens) to see and take a pic of our ESCAPADE during the day. oh my!!! ang aga kami pinalabas ni sir jay!! hahah... ambaet niya!! hahahah and then... nagpunta kami ng mcdo...... dendendenden!!!! and so our escapade began...

uyyy miss broadway.... CRISPATA..... miss lacson.

ang drama mo pare!!!----cheky

uyy.. anu yan?? muta?? o kulangot?? ewww---aya

ang haba ng buhok ko!!!! model ka ba ng shampoo fagfag??

KUYA FROI... BACK VIEW!

NAIIYAK NA AKO!!!

ang make-up artiste na baliw

uyyy... may bago akong classmate.. kaya lang...... PATAY NA SIYA!

sister i'm not a poet, but a CRIMINAL.... I LOVE UR pants!

ang sapatos ng problemadong bata.

pornstars!!!!!!! cheky and niski

ang drama ng lola niski mo!!! hoi cheky!!! para kang moomoo!!

hoi niski namumuro ka na ah!!!! nga pala si cerinuh yung kasama niya!

kapag nga naman nasama ka sa mga taong bangag... MABABANGAG ka din..

so so day...

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 10:36:18 GMT

grabe.. ang aga ko natulog!! hahahah as in literal na maaga. well... thanks to my ever loving ate deth oh well everything happened very fast. parang kanina lang nasa mcdo ako, tas the next thing i know nasa bahay na ako... grabe hindi ko nakita si buch! nasasad tuloy ako. ang dami ko nakitang classmates ko sa mcdo kanina. akala ko makikita ko si ******* hindi pala. habang kumakain kasi ako ng fries... ung friend ko may nakita.. napalingon ako... nakita ko magkamukha sila ni ******* pero lumingon ang loko. hindi pala siya yun. sayang!! punyemas naman na buhay ito o. bakit ganun... araw araw ko na xang namimiss??? bakit araw araw ko siya gustong makita?!? hindi naman siya drugs!! hindi naman siya nakakaadik!!! haay.. ang buhay nga naman... ang gulo. grabe biglang sumakit ung puso ko. ayan na naman nadudurog na naman siya!!!
bakit ganun??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ampootah!!! ANG DAMI NAMANG IBANG LALAKI JAN!??? BAKIT SIYA PA!!! WAHHH!!! NAKAKALOKA!!!

sana...

hindi ko na lang siya nakilala

sana...

ibang tao na lang siya

sana...

hindi na lang ako babae para hindi ako yung masasaktan.

sana....

sana....

SANA.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 13:48:02 GMT

sumting sumting three!

mula kay gmo_free

three names you go by:
1. pot
2. nicky
3. nicka

three screen names you have had:
1. schizo_36
2. bassagulera
3. tagpi_pepe

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. my nails
2. my hair
3. my hands

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. legs
2. toes
3. shoulders

three parts of your heritage:
1. Spanish
2. Chinese
3. Filipino (duh)

three things that scare you:
1. my mom
2. my dad
3. my sister

three of your everyday essentials:
1. cp
2. book
3. pen

three of your favorite musical artists as of now:
1. inxs
2. urbandub
3. hale

three of your favorite songs:
1. afterglow-inxs
2. first of summer-urbandub
3. tollgate-hale

three things you want in a relationship:
1. understanding
2. trust
3. respect

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes
2. fingers
3. nails!!

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. tripping
2. chatting
3. sleeping

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. vacation
2. load
3. toys!

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. bassagulera
2. basurera
3. factory worker!

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. lilo
2. bohol
3. india

three kid's names you like:
1. clark
2. ezekiel
3. amara

three things you want to do before you die:
1. hear the story od mcdo
2. be the first person to enter national bookstore
3. kiss a gay person! sa cheeks lang ah!

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. rock is my passion
2. posters
3. bands + hot chicks

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. i like pink!
2. BFF
3. britney!!!!!!

three celebrity crushes:
1. legolas
2. edward scissor hands
3. yung amo ni tagpi

three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. heal_me_hale

2. badethski

3. simply_jessy

hahha trivia...

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 13:03:08 GMT

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Nicky!

Japan provides over thirty percent of the world's nicky supply!
Donald Duck's middle name is nicky.
If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets nicky!
Nicky is the world's largest rodent.
Only twelve people have ever set foot on nicky.
Lightning strikes nicky over seven times every hour!
Nicky is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards.
Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by nicky.
A sixteenth century mathematician lost his nose in a duel over his love for nicky, and wore a silver replacement for the rest of his life.
The word 'samba' means 'to rub nicky'.

oooohhh.... funny!!!!

ate detH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 12:50:05 GMT

aliw noh!?? ang kyut nung date!! hahaha... ayan tinirhan kita!!! hahahhaa iyong iyo na yan!! hahaha. sabi ko sayo ate dteh ipapamail ko na lang... eh ayaw mo naman. gudlak na lang sa pagubos mo niyan (kung mauubos mo), o hihingi pa ka ng tulong kay fafie!??? wahahhah

kain tau ng ispaghetti... tas magsayaw din tayo ng spaghetti.. ispaghetting pababa pababa ng pababa... ispaghetting pataas pataas ng pataas!!

oh my gosh! i'm missing him right now.. =((

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 13:11:28 GMT

i was reading a book entitled ladlad2 there was a story about love... and it kinda hit me in some way. I miss him! i miss him so bad that i can't think of anything but him. i then called my bestfriend and asked him if he too feels the same way as he feels his crush. bam! i just couldn't believe what he said to me. " hay nako... nagsasayang ka lang ng panahon..." i dont know if i'd be mad at him for saying that... pero nakakabastos lang.. hindi ko naman xa ginaganun kapag ung crush niya yung pinaguusapan namin eh. well anyway, he texted me and he asked me if i felt bad about what he said... i said i was ok (BUT I'M NOT OKAY WITH IT). then FAR AWAY by nickelback started to play... for some time i felt that he was the one singing.. so i cried (ang drama ko.).... oh well tapos na naman yun... try ko na lang na wag siyang isipin mamaya!! sana magawa kO!

another funny day at mcdo.

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 13:19:04 GMT

since araw-araw kaming nasa mcdo katips.... lagi ko na rin nakikita si kuya froi... haha.. may summer thinggy pala for kids dun sa mcdo. tinanong namin si kuya froi kung pwede kaming sumali... sabi niya... "ano magpapaalaga din kayo sakin? hahah joke.. pang 4-12 lang ito eh." tapos natawa ung classmate ko kasi tinanong nung isa ko pang classmate kung bakit walang pang teens... natawa din si kuya froi kasi sabi niya eh di puro ka-age group ang sasali... tas bigla akong nabulunan! hahaha =))tapos may nagtanung pa sa kanya kung anung pangalan ng magiging anak niya.. sabi niya MANNY PAKYAO.. eh si manny pacquiao ung topic namin... eh di lahat kami tawanan... tas after 10 mins.... nakikita namin si kuya froi na tinuturuang magsayaw yung mga kids. ang saya nilang panuorin!!!

mindanao here i come!!!

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 15:01:52 GMT

mindanao...... ok na rin... pero i was hoping i could go to bora before summer ends... haha. oh well wala naman ako magagawa... magffloat na lang ako... masarap pa. i saw my bitchmates kanina... grabe ang feeling nilang lahat! tpos may break-up scenes pa yung mga classmates ko sa mcdo kanina, ang funny grabe! kita ko na naman si buch ate deth!!! hahhaa... ang wafu niya!!!!! henna day today!!! ang kyut ng hand ko!!!! hahha

wow-ness!!!

well... ganyan ang buhay ko pag nasa mcdo... kanina nung nsa mcdo ako tinanong namin si kuya froi...
kami: kuya froi!!! anu ba si grimace???
kiuya froi: KAMOTE!!!!!! *bading voice and actions*
lahat ng tao ay napatingin samin
kuya froi: nako... joke lang... ube sundae xa..
kami: ayyy... may ube sundae ba ang mcdo???
kuya froi: uu dati meron... pero la na ngayun. pero diba ang cute ni grimace!!!
kami: sige kuya froi!! babay!! see you tom!
kuya froi: okay!!

yan ang buhay namin sa mcdo... KATIPUNAN HA!!! punta kayo! kita taung lahat!! mga bandang 9am-12nn
ok?!??? =))

sana bukas.....

masaya...

sana bukas.....

malamig..

sana bukas.....

nandun ka na...=(

float week...

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 13:59:25 GMT

float week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!!! *tell me is it love...*

ouchie...

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 05:55:59 GMT

"Radford - Fake A Smile"

Time of your life
Can you make it count without a sound?
As no one that makes you feel like your someone
Well you’re naked lies and your frozen eyes

Cause it's too late to say your sorry it's too late to understand
All the times you made me worry...

When the night feels like it's loaded
Well the wasted day and the trace of decay
And your somewhere and sometimes feels like your nowhere
Deaf on a cold freeway is that your only way

Cause it's too late to say your sorry it's too late to understand
All the times you made me worry
All of the time I tried to fake a smile

Have you ever needed someone else?
Have the feeling never fade
Have you ever had it blow away from you?
There’s nothing left today

It’s too late to say you’re sorry
It’s too late to understand
All the times you made me worry
All of the time I tried to fake a smile
I tried to fake a smile

Just a goodbye...

"Nickelback-Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 11:38:17 GMT

honestly, yesterday really sucks. 2 years ago, i had this guy friend. we've been friends for 4 years. i admit that i kinda liked him. he's this sweet, happy-go-lucky type of guy, but one thing that i don't understand about him is that he tends to cause turmoil to others with his ego getting in the way. although there are times that he listens to me and gives me advice, he has a lot of pride. he is so stubborn that you will might as welltalk to a monkey. he was my bestfriend. well enough about him. let's talk about what happened last april 6, 2004. i remember that it was a beautiful day for me, until i got a news that my brother already has a girlfriend. i was totally shocked and perplexed because he said that i'd be the first to know. so i got really sad and i texted "frappe" (his code name) what happened. he then shared stories about him having a girlfriend and not telling his siblings. so i began to feel better. we didn't realise that we had been talking and texting all day until he asked me series of questions.to me it wasn't just ordinary questions. it was a very big deal for me if someone asks me THOSE questions about relationship and all that jazz. and so as honest as i could possibly be, i answered all of his questions except for one... "GUSTO MO NA BANG MAGING TAYO?" then different scenarios flashed into my mind. i spent around 5 mins just thinking, and finally found the perfect answer.... "HINDI. KASI MERONG MASASAKTAN." as much as i wanted to lie, I CAN'T... i also admit that i had a huge crush on himbut i can't ell him that i do feel the same way as much as he felt for me because we had this friend who also has a crush on him, i guess it's not just a crush but a HUGE HUGE HUGE CRUSH on him. i don't want to hurt her, myself and of course, him. since she was a very close friend of mine, i can't be selfish. since then our lives became miserable. but then again, there were changes that happened through the years.

changes:
1. i beleive that he's mad at me because he seems too cold whenever i talk to him
2. our relationship as BESTFRIENDS ENDED IN AN INSTANT.
3. before, a day won't end if one of us says goodnight but now, we rarely talk to each other.
4. every year, he writes long palanca letters but now he writes palance letters that consists of 30 words or less.

but one thing hasn't change...

i know im not suppose to love him but who cares?! i still do love him. not as bestfriends but more than that.

*REALITY CHECK!!!!* stop thinking about him. he somehow broke your heart coz he thinks you broke his heart.

REMINDER: FIND SOMEONE BETTER!

Milyonaryong Chuva! Usbungan ng lab layp at ang paglantad ni Amazing Tuta!

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 11:47:36 GMT

....ang kaputol...

biglang lumabas si christopher de leon at sinabing:

"mr. romantiko here is your P1M question: Bakit ka malungkot?
A. busted
B. busted
C. lonely
D. ayaw mong lapitan yung tres marias kasi duwag ka

sabi ni mr. romantiko:
"uhm.. can i call a friend?"

"sure" ang tugon ni boyet.

agarang tinawagan ni mr. romantiko ang mahiwagang bartender at sinabing:
"pare i need help... alam mo naman siguro ang choices eh.. ano pipiliin ko?"

yung D ang sinagot ng mahiwagang bartender.

"Ok pare. salamat." sabi ni mr. romantiko

"so ano mr. romantiko, nakapili ka na?" sabi ni boyet

"D po ang sagot ko" sabi ni mr. romantiko

"mr. romantiko... nanalo ka! you are the millionaire!" masayang pinahayag ni boyet

at biglang nawala si boyet matapos maibigay ang premyo kay mr. romantiko. bumalik ang lahat sa normal. dahil sa tulong na binigay ng mahiwagang bartender kay mr. romantiko, nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob si mr. romantiko na lapitan ang 3 dilag. paglapit niya...

MR: (MR SUAVE STYLE) hey ladies!
Stacked: oh anu nga naman at nandito ka?! (TARAY!)
Bass: OO NGA... (walang kibo)
Bad: ay nga pala. bass at stacked.. si mr. romantiko
MR: hi! pwede ko bang maisayaw ang kahit sinuman sa inyo?
Stacked: ako? hindi pwede. may hinihintay ako.
Bad: ako hindi rin. di kita type. =P
MR: eh siya kaya pwede? (sabay turo sa isang babae na inaantok at parang wala sa sarili dahil nakatitig lang siya)
Bad: oo siya pwede. PWEDENG PWEDE!!!

anak ng tinapa!! hilahin ba naman ako sa upuan!

MR: Tnx BADIDAY! i owe you one!may suplies ako sa iyo mamaya.

at kami ay nagsayaw sa awiting Papa Don't Preach ni Madonna. Aba teka nga, bakit nga pala mahiwaga ang bartender??

*sabay kausap sa sarili ko* "Ano ka ba?! ENGKANTO este ENGKANTADO pala itong bartender.." (wow! may magic!)

habang kami ay nagsasayaw, dali-daling pumorma si mahiwagang bartender kay stacked. niyaya niya itong sumayaw. pumayag naman si stacked. hala pano yan/! naiwan si BADIDAY!!! aba siyempre kung may lablayp ang 2 ay umusbong, si BADIDAY din ay hindi pwedeng mawalan ng lablayp. lumabas si Amazing TUTA!!! naku, eh yung palang si TUTA ay may matagal ng "MAITIM NA PAGNANASA" kay BADIDAY..

ano kaya ang mangyayari???!!!

abangan....

Mr. Romantiko

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 14:12:58 GMT

since makulit ako, makulit din ang panaginip ko. Minsan sa panaginip ko, lumilipad daw ako. minsan naman, ako ang pinakamayamang tao sa balat ng lupa. minsan daw, ako si Darna. Minsan naman, napapanaginipan ko kung kelan ako mamamatay. Pero simula ng makita ko siya, mas lalaong naging weirdo ang mga panaginip ko. Kasi gato yan....

setting: nasa napakaromantikong lugar daw kami. (naks!) mr. romantiko pala siya. mga tauhan: siymepre ako, mr. romantiko, kei stacked_gypsy, si badiday badethski, si JS, at ang mahiwagang bartender (uyy.. sino kaya un???).

unang kabanata (yakk!! para kasing ang haba ng kwento ko noh?!!) well eniweiz, diba nga nasa isang romantikong lugar kami, pagpalagay natin na sa isang bar sa boracaysince summer naman at diba nga may kasama akong bartender. gabi na non, maingay kasi may tugtugan. may nagsasayaw. masaya ang lahat maliban sa 3. si badiday, ako at si kei. si mr. romantiko naman malungkot din at naglalasing sa bar. at sa sobrang mahilig makialam ang bartender, kinausap niya si mr. romantiko at tinanong niya kung ano daw ang bumabagabag sa isip niya. at siyempre, malugod naman sinagot ni mr. romatiko ang tanong ng mahiwagang bartender.

itutuloy...

hahahah laugh trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 10:16:54 GMT

Sugat by.. kamukasi

tila hipon kung gumalaw...

sumabay sa tubig ako'y napaaray

sa isdang kumagat saking mga paa...

mapapansin kaya ni pepe ang aking sugat...

kung namamaga sila may pagasa pang maitago pa..

ANG SAKIT NG AKING SUGAT.

dahil sa lintik na isdang iyan.

para akong kinukulam sa sakit na king dinaranas

may gamot pa ba rito

oh jusko tulungan mo ko

pahingi ng alkohol para sa aking sugat!!

ang swerte nga naman ni fish....

oh ang kinis ng puwit....

kung ako sa kanya itatago ko na lang...

mapapansin kaya ng lintik na isdang iyan

kung may kaagaw siya paano na kaya??

Chorushhh

tumalon kaya si fish sa bangin

para maiwasang ma-bite

ito ang tanging paraan para makaiwas

lalaki kaya ang sugat na dinadala

pano kung maging peklat

paano na kaya??

Chorus

...fresh start?....yeah

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 04:29:43 GMT

Though there are times that I just sit and stare at your picture. I often think of the times when you were still mine. Having you not near is difficult especially for the fact that you will never come back. I guess that fate brought us together and fate too made us go our separate ways. Come to think of it, it made me a better person. Also, going our separate ways taught me that in life not everything I want can be mine. We, especially me should accept the fact that everything happens for a reason. I guess right now you have moved on. Yeah right! Who the heck am I to know that? But what the hell! I wish that YOU could see how I really feel right now. I wish that you'll know how hard it is to forget someone that taught you how to love and everything even for a short time. IT SUCKS TO FEEL THIS WAY! IT’S SO DAMN HARD!! But it's different now. Today I see a blank world. A world with no color, no emotions, NO EVERYTHING! but since God is so damn good I THANK HIM THAT HE PROVIDED ME WITH DRAWING AND COLORING MATERIALS which is my family and friends respectively, so that I could change my blank world that used to be colorful because of you, and also because of you it turned blank. Right now I feel like an artist. I’ve got my canvass which is my world, my old materials for drawing which is my family, and my new set of coloring materials which is my new found friends (even if I have not seen most of them) with all these materials, I’ll try to RECREATE my world filled with love, understanding and respect but YOU are NOT included in it!

God it feels good to have a fresh start. I'm so happy that in times of trouble I have found my true friends even if again I haven't seen them yet.
THANKS ATE DETH, MOM, KEI, CELEST, IYA, MIMAI, JESSY, KEAN, GILLY, MAJAN, MACHAN.. AND OTHERS. I KNOW I HAVE FORGOTTEN SOME NAMES BUT WHOEVER THEY ARE... thank YOU!

not all fairy tales have good ending.....

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 16:30:33 GMT

other girls may seem to believe that all fairy tales have happy endings. But i'm not like them because obviously my fairytale didn't end the way it should. it all started when i first met JOHN**not real name** at an org meeting. he was so sweet and cute, so all of the girls in our org adored him. at first i didnt seem to notice him. it was lunch time and i was sitting on the floor, he aproached me and asked if i had taken my lunch. i said no. so instead of taking his lunch he sat down beside me and we actually talked....and of course we bonded! at the middle of our sweet conversation.. i asked him... "john... why are you here?" he said... "i'm here because you're here" i loked at him and smiled. he then tapped my shoulder and said "ill go get lunch ill be back in a few minutes." after 5 min.... he came back with 2 hotdogs and a large softdrink with 2 straws. he gave me the hotdog and then paused because he wasn't sure if i was ok if i share a drink with him, and i told him i didnt mind. and so we ate our lunch. i admit that i had a really nice time "bonding" with him. after the meeting john invited me to stroll in the park, i said yes. we spent 2 hours talking and sharing secrets. since then we promised that we'd spend at least 30 mins sharing stories about what happened during the day. one of my org mate asked me if john and i have a "thing" , since there was nothing going on between us, but unfortunately she didn't believe me. John and I became closer and closer everyday, until one fine afternoon...he sent me a quote. it wasnt just a quote, it meant something. so i also sent him one. he replied "call you later t\lets say after 5 min. got sumting to tel u promise..ü" and as promised he called he asked me if i wanted to be his girl.. i didnt react. he then began to mumble words that i obviously couldn't understand. so to avoid hurting his feelings i said yes. because he said that if i said yess he'd be the happiest man alive! as any HAPPIEST - MAN - ALIVE would normally do.... he screamed and shouted! EVERYTHING WENT WELL AT FIRST. until..... a text message ruined it all. it came from him. it said "marla**not real name** meet me tom. after school got sumting to tell you. I love you.." and right after i have read the message, i got another one also coming from him saying... "hon sorry wrong send. 143" i didnt have 2nd thoughts i decided that right here right now i will end our relationship. i will not deny that i cried but i realized thatwe were just in a fairytale. he was the prince and i was the princess but because of the witch(marla) our love story the way i didn't want.

since it semmed like a fairytale.. there should be some lessons!!

LESSONS LEARNED:

1. NOT ALL CUTE GUYS ARE GOOD
2. DON'T TRUST ALL CUTE GUYS
3. THEY ONLY LOVE YOU AT THE START OF A RELATIONHIP
AND LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST....
4. NOT ALL FAIRY TALES HAVE GOOD ENDING.